My Dream Project

AChiBuu's Dream Project - This is my dream project, don't ask me how to do it first. Let me tell you what I wish to do.

I want to build an art studio in a forest up on the mountain. I will build orphanage home & old folks home beside the art studio, ladies on the right and the gentlemen on the left. Art is a very good therapy for everyone here. We can organise charity art exhibition from time to time. I want my children to stay together with the elderly, as they need each others' company. The elderly can share their life experiences with the young ones. The children can keep the elderly entertain while taking care of them. We will have a beautifully decorated cafe surrounded by the nature in front of the art studio, so that we can earn some money to survive and hopefully the beautiful cafe can become a tourist attraction. Then we will have a big garden at the back, we plant beautiful flowers and fresh vegetables for sale and for our meal. I will have little houses with fairy lights at the back of the the garden where my family and partners can stay. I can really imagine how harmony and peaceful it can be.

Art is always my favourite while open an orphanage home is always my dream since I was very young. Open an old folks home is just my recent thought. I believe I can take care of all of them with my love.

Don't ask me how to do it, I believe in Law of Attraction 😊

No eye see

 

Everyone's eyes are different, thus, the things that everyone seen is different... I can't understand the beauty you saw; you don't understand the mess I saw...

The Ugly Truth

The ugly truth: be selfish, self centered and ego, just think about yourself and never care how others feel, then your life will be easier. Be kind, helpful and thoughtful, people will only take for granted and make you sad...

However, to be selfish and self centered is difficult for me, I will feel bad, unless I cover my eyes and lock up my heart first... 

Think about our life

My friend said this is the best place for us to think about our life...but when I am here, my mind just gone blank😂

Peace of mind

I can't swim, so I draw... 

Finally I get peace of mind... 

Charging Heart

Wait ya... I am charging my heart...

4th Anniversary

Be the King in this tiny castle for 4 years already. Happy 4th anniversary❤️

Let it go...

Let it go...if it's meant to be yours,it will be back...if it's not...

sorry, it's not deserved to be with you...

It's Not Perfect; but it's MINE

"This is my body...It's not perfect, but it's MINE..."

Many people like to comment on how other people look and telling people how they should look like.

I think that we human grew in different look and shape, why should we follow the same standard of beauty?

Erm...I thought I am here to do something better but not trying to fulfil how people want me to look like. There are more people who need a helping hand rather than someone who looks "pretty" according to the society's standard. 

I live my life follow my heart, trying to be kind and helpful. I don't use my fat arms to punch people;

I don't use my fat legs to kick people; I don't use my body parts to hurt anyone. Why should you use your mouth and shallow mind to judge me?

"This is my body...It's not perfect, but it's MINE..."

Flipping

I wonder why some people can talk like flipping roti canai...

They can flip here and there, it's so confusing...

Can someone tell me which is true?

睡到世界末日

病了两个星期, 终于倒下。。。

睡了整天, 有点睡到要世界末日的感觉。。。

Bubbles

Some people are just like bubbles, they appeared in our life once and disappeared;

however, they stay in our memory...

有些人像泡泡，曾经在我们的生命里出现然后又消失了；

但是却留在我们的记忆里， 死赖着不走。。。

Peaceful moment

The MAN

The first time visiting  Ti -Ratana Welfare Society together with my dear Besi Man.

There are so many kids there. The first room we visited is full of kids below 5 years old. I think they really need loves very much. The moment we stepped in, they started to ask us to carry them. 

There are so many of them and I can only asked them to take turn for me to carry each of them.

However, when I turn and looked at my Besi Man,he's carrying two kids at one time.

He looked really MAN at the moment....lol

He is a really nice and kind hearted man...I really respect him :)

Thank you Besi Man :)

Lunch with the bride

I've back to the lonely world.

I feel not use to the life alone after go back hometown for more than one week.

Feel so quiet and lonely in my apartment. 

The only one who can accompany me is my dolls.

I miss home :(

Time is precious~

Had very quick lunch in office and use the lunch break to color the design sketches...

Every minute is so precious for me...lots of orders on queue...

I feel so worry....

安全感

以为抓住的越多越有安全感, 但抓着的越多越害怕失去。。。

生活中很多事让我觉得没安全感。

当发现润肤乳快用完时，觉得没安全感。

当回家晚了，害怕找不到停车位，觉得没安全感。

听到屋外有声音，觉得没安全感。

看到老板上线，觉得没安全感。

看到户口里的钱越来越少，觉得没安全感。

看见别人帮自己照得相很丑，觉得没安全感。

当朋友突然少联络，觉得没安全感。

 发现头上的白发又多了，觉得没安全感。

看见别人成双成对，自己一个人，觉得没安全感。

当有人想靠近，说想照顾我时，我也觉得没安全感。

为什么对什么事都感到害怕呢？

真的很不安。。。

Flowers for my curtain

Recently I am busy with my new studio apartment. 

Yup, I am going to shift again huh?

It' s kind of tiring, you know? I hate packing and unpacking. ...

This time I am going to stay alone.

I am afraid that I will not get use to it, am I going to be very lonely?  I am worry.....

To make sure I feel better, I decided to decorate my apartment like a princess room...or maybe just simple modern country style? 

Alright, I will try my best to decorate and try my best to stay strong alone :)

Moving

I'm going to move to my tiny little box house soon...

My feeling is complicated....I thought I always wish to have my own house, my own space...

but why I feel a bit lonely now?

Good Friend

I just went for a minor dental surgery last Friday after suffering from toothache for 2 days.

Two of my wisdom tooth gone after struggle for almost 3 hours surgery.

Until now, the left side of my face is still a bit swollen and the side of my mouth is injured as the dentist was

trying to drag open my mouth for too long.....

I'm glad that I have a good friend around me always...I know she really care and she is a good companion no matter when I was happy, sad or in pain...

I feel really blessed to have her around me even though she can be quite noisy and disturbing sometimes....

hahaha....Thanks, my dear friend ;)